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[18 Jan 2009|11:21am] |
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I hate looking back on when things were so good. I used to be so happy were I was in life and be excited about everything I did. Now... I just hate what I am doing and my boyfriend is lame and doesnt talk to me or even come to see me.. I hate school I hate work and I hate that I am broke and I will never have enough money for anything anymore because my hours are being cut.. I feel like im in a rut and I will never get out of it... hopefully one day I will realize that my life is better than some and that I deserve more that what I am giving myself credit for...
on a happier note.. I went out friday for the first time in a while and it was super fun.. I forgot how amazing going to the bar is...
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[16 Jan 2009|08:00pm] |
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I have been resurected and I now back to look at everyones livejournals...
woop woop.
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[17 Apr 2007|01:04pm] |
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i have to move....
my sister is moving in with her bf and if she does that then my other roomate is going to move out too.... i need to find someone that is moving out and can fit me in there house!!! please!
someone help..... i can move whenever.. just let me know if anyone knows anyone or anything....
desparate.!!!!
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[08 Apr 2007|01:19am] |
im drinking getting drunk. love it my papi is coming over tonight soon.. im very happy/ hmmmmm vodka oh ya dribk drink drink sooooo good love it so today jesus rose agan he is alvie again and i dont evne get the day off of work but i get his birthday off.. fuckin gay but the more improtant day.... the day he rose from the fuckin crosss.. never fuck drink it up
ps i worked 11 and 1/2 hours today... ohhhh the over time1!! 20 dolla an hr... ayyaayya!
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[05 Apr 2007|08:43pm] |
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my life couldnt be more perfect right now!
everything is great. im so happy with life. i havent felt this good in a long time... im talking to the best guy i could ever imagine and he is amazing.. he makes me happy with the littlest things... i cook him dinner almost every night. if i dont cook he picks something up.. he wants to take me out to my first baseball game and to the cheesecake factory. he is the best thing to happen to me in a long time and i dont think i could be happier right now!!!
HE IS SO AMAZING!! not to mention school work and everything else is awesome too!!! promise pic post soon!
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[27 Mar 2007|07:19pm] |
as much as you try to get someone out of your life they always try to find a way to come back in and blame things on you....
uh hes a pain.
on another note...
im blissfully happy!!
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[22 Mar 2007|12:57am] |
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[25 Feb 2007|09:18pm] |
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so i need to update!!! i have a new tattoo and i cut my huuurr... pics soon cause my cameras dead and i cant find the charger or other battery other then that life is good and i went on a fat snowboarding trip with the fam1!! it was good to get away..... but i forgot my camera plus it was dead so it doesnt really matter!!! but i wish i could have taken pics... my nephew was fuckin cute... his first time in the snow!!! awww i love him!!! anyways another post soon...... when i find my charger!!
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| IM GOING LESBIAN!!! |
[22 Dec 2006|02:08am] |
i looked this up on ask jeeves...
why are boys so mean??
and this is what i got
Up until six or seven weeks after conception, all embryos are technically “female.” At that point, testosterone bathes the embryos that have inherited a “Y” (male) chromosome. This hormonal bath alters the brain’s structure in many ways and changes its color. The connections between the two hemispheres of the brain are actually damaged. As a result, boys have a harder time integrating and articulating what they know, feel and believe.
fucken boys.... i hate them.....
im going lesbian!!
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[24 Nov 2006|12:12am] |
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naked.........
sex.
i love you all.......
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[16 Nov 2006|01:55pm] |
so im moving... kinda excited kinda not... but oh well.... going to modesto!! no more tracy! i hate modesto.... but oh well... ill live i think.....
hopefully we move next week or the week after!
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[11 Nov 2006|05:30pm] |
why are boys so fuckin dumb!!!!
fuckin dumb.
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[30 Sep 2006|10:18am] |
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i had a good time last night..... i got to hang out with some old friends and it iwas fun!! i got to see my friends band plan and it was great!! they were totally awesome!! but then it sucked toward the end of the night and i was pissed but i got over it and went and hung out with boob and beffy!! it was fun because it had been a long time since ive hung out!! it i had a sucessful night and i loved it!!!
pictures soon.... promise!
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[19 Sep 2006|09:42pm] |
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so i got my key carrier position that i put in for!!! that means that i am in charge at work and i should make more money!!! plus i dont have to stand in a checkstand all day1!! woot!!!im really excited!!! my first day as a key carrier is on october 1st!!!
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[18 Sep 2006|09:28am] |
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i went camping over the weekend.. it was pretty fun.. my WHOLE family went.. i will post some pictures as soon as i get unlazy!!
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[04 Sep 2006|09:34am] |
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so i found out this morning that the crocodile hunter mr. steve irwin died the other day crazy!!!
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[29 Aug 2006|09:00pm] |
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soo i need a picture that has lights and darks in it for my painting class. if anyone has any picture doesnt matter what it is please send them to me i have nothing! remember lights and darks within the picture! please thanks!
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[17 Jul 2006|10:08am] |
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( new hair )
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| the weekend |
[17 Jul 2006|09:38am] |
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so this weekend i went camping with the family! it was fun something different that i havent done in a long ass time... pics soon... its taking forever for me to laod them.. i also cutted my hair so those pics too!! hopefully today....
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